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exams has finally come to an end.
HR is dead. im just keeping my fingers crossed.
please lemme get at least a B or C for Marketing and MA.

after Marketing paper on tuesday (thanks for the luckzzzz gailyn!),
we headed to wcpark to study for our MA and without any planning,
i brought them to wcplaza for famosa first!
omg, i miss the ma-la you-main sooooo much!!!!!!
jiancong agreed the noodles was nice too. hehhehhehhehh
studied till 3am+ at wcpark. can die.
i just realize the beef noodles at wisma's food republic is damn nice too!!
except, i still miss the beef noodles at harbour front and dintaifung noodles too!
omg, i can kill all the cow in the world.

im looking forward to saturday.
hopefully everything is good and wild :) haha

i've been thinking a lot these few days....
and im still thinking.
i believe i'll be thinking forever and still, no action will be taken.
im really good at delaying thing. haha
but how how how????????
it takes 2 hands to clap and im the only who's been reaching out previously.
but i got no reply. i was ignored....................
so should i reach my hand out again for another chance?
should i when the other party doesnt do anything at all perviously?
the significant of not doing anything is already proving how important this friendship meant.
maybe im a little overboard for assuming. but what am i suppose to do then?
there were actions done. but those little action doesnt show the effort to solve the problem.
it just show the effort of not making the current situation worse.
ever if i make the effort to really clear the misunderstanding. (is it necessary???)
whats there to talk about? whats there to clear about?
it has been too long to still be a problem. it have already become a past thing.
past past past past past past past
present: friend
at least i made the effort to clear the misunderstanding due to my comment at fb........
that should be it, isnt it?
with that effort, i made my stand clear.
bec im the one who decided we are friends, i make that effort to minimize the awkwardness. (but im alr badly label that it took the wrong effect.... sigh)
i knw how important this friendship meant to me.
and i am sad to say, i dont know how important it meant to her.
after 6 years, i should say that i know.............
"i really cannot imagine being back to normal with her"
"just try. you wont know"
"if it doesnt work out, at least u cleared the misunderstanding"
"if it really is not meant to be, then it will be easier for you to move on"
"if she really doesnt change, then let it be"
"if you cant accept, then friends luh"
"its like pt bf, and that wasnt like this before she started sch. before she's even attached"
"if cant then forget it luh, just try"
so full of "if"........... these words have been running in mind.
it felt as those the way we are now, is the way we should be.
should i? should i not?

i dont know why.......
i was out at kap studying with them and suddenly my eyes were hurting alot.
they were blood shot red!!!!!!!!!!!
damn scary and ugly.
my eyes couldnt stop crying too.
visited the clinic ytd.
everyone was staring at me because i wore sunglasses everywhere. ha ha ha ha
its only a little better now :( sooooo painful.........

i cant believe new moon sneak preview has started so so so early.
was damn tempted to catch the movie on thursday.
but stacey and i thought it would be better to catch it after our exam. heh
mindy and minho will be leaving for korea right after exam.
gotta request from her to get some stuffs for me :D

anyway, i did a very happy thing for ally's coming 21st :)
long story! so please read ally's blog. the first post!
www.ilovebiglips.blogspot.com

everything is quite bizarre for me now.
chanel words has been playing repeatedly these only these few days in my mind (and i dont knw y!!!)
jiancong and stacey drop a bomb on us!
ally's 21st
money!
all the things i wanna do......
seoul out concert
i feel like im being stuck on a certain time................

oh-man.
i just love online shopping now.

we've been planning a lot now.....
firstly was batam trip then,
KL trip then,
batam trip again (cause we need to save for our bkk trip!)
i cannot wait for my bkk trip in march!!!! wooooots!

gotta get back and memorize my marketing.

i have many to say.......

but lets just count down to the day of my holiday....
8 more hell days.

all element of earth, please bless my pitiful soul and give me some kindness of luck...

anyhow, i score well for my CA1 :D
Marketing - A+
Managerial Accounting - A+
Human Resource - B (I put hell lot of effort for this because I was the leader. Damn disappointed can! I even quarrel with my member.....)

these are the things that are making me looking forward to my december :)
ally's party!!!!!!!!
twilight saga new moon!!!!!!
bintan trip
sean kim
eddy
sweethearts (chanel & gailyn)

notes:
2012
chanel's words (things to get done... as i promised)
resort world sentosa

ciaozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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anyway, about the thing that i was so dead about.....
something crop up at my work place.
ally burst out tearing (only a little of course) while having a chat with cubert.
and then it was my turn on friday. (bec i was absent from work on thurs)
it was not as bad as i had imagine. but still bad.

so saturday, we had a pre-birthday celebration for vivienne.
we head to holland after sch and had a nice italian dinner. the wine was really wine and rich.
it made our teeth stained, but the overall was not so bad :)
moved on to town and waited for jc.
the 3 laozabor was busy gussing jc's perfume at sephora.
seriously cannot stand them.
i bet their nose is made of metal or something.
they actually smelled all the guy's perfume at sephora! crazy bitches.
of course the smart me, made a call to jc and save my pretty nose. ha ha ha ha ha
indochin was really nice :)
stacey's friend, roy, treated us 2 cups of lychee martini (on the house) and a platter.
we celebrated vivienne's birthday at midnight and started playing games.

finally sunday, the birthday surprise!!!!! (happy happy day :D)
stacey really put in alot alot alot alot alot alot of effort for vivienne's surprise party.
it was so very sweet <3
weeks of effort and planning was really fruitful that night.
when vivienne came, she actually cried. i was feeling so so touched!
the best friend l-o-v-e.......... their love felt stronger than brg's love. hahaha
so vivienne was the happy girl with so many gifts.....
ally and i had to leave after that as we have work the next morning.
and! and! and!! I FINALLY GOT TO SEAT IN A MINI COOPER!!!!!
its a convertible one okay. ho ho ho
the back was really squeeze. i've decided not to get a mini cooper now.
but i wont stop loving it. hahaa

spend ytd studying at kap. my brain is now flooded with HR.

today, is my gail gail pre-birthday celebration <3
it was nice and fun! i never knew there was such cafe around my neighbourhood.
i am really glad gailyn's like the surprise.
i really wanna plan more but she's taken on the actual day for her boyf :(
anyway gailyn, i really love you more and more after what i been through.
thanks for always being there for me. you are my one true friend!!!! <3
i love you so so so so much!!!! haha

i had a chat with them both.
and my mind is in a mess now.
but there's still things that gotta be done.
i'll take one step at a time.
i'll listen to you, chanel.
but im being label so badly now.
even a comment could be taken so wrongly...................

2012 tomorrow!!!! yay :D
but study first :(

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